Burned Bridges

A bridge spanning throughout space, creating a connection between two entities, providing passage into the soul of another. Making transitions from one point in time to another easier to bear, enabling an intermediate route into the heart. This bridge was one that we had. The bridge made of the most sagacious bond, constructed with the finest steel gathered from the heart, strong enough to hold a million men, or just us two, with hearts so heavy and full of love we could never lose.

But throughout the years that bridge, our bridge began to transform, no longer was it strong, no longer tenacious and tough, it was flimsy and rough, and could no longer hold, one side of the love was lost so now the strength was gone, but I kept holding on, I kept going back to the bolts and screws and made sure they fit tight, but I could only go so far, for there was no one helping me on the other side.

In the blink of an eye and with one wrong move the bridge was now wood, easily damaged, impaired, blemished and glitched, caving in from where we stand, but the work I put in when we had the steel is keeping this bridge together with wood, as time goes by pieces start to fall the bridge has holes and cracks and you keep stepping on them making them worse, as I move across the bridge trying to replace and repair, you look at all the damage as if you don’t even care, this bridge between us is the only thing we've got, keeping us able to travel back and forth and whatnot, but now this bridge is old and rotted wood at the point of decomposition and decay now as we stare at each other from opposite sides of this bridge you have taken a match, this match is lit, and now it drops, I try to run and catch it, blow it out before it lands, but I'm too late the bridge is burned, and I'm all wet.

As I crawl up from the water rage in my eyes causing them to cry, where my heart was once filled with love I want to fill it with hate, my mind, body and soul say it’s too late, we're on opposite sides I can no longer see your point of view so now I turn and walk away, all the good times reminisced can no longer be thought of as that, there's no ever going back, for you have burned this bridge, and you will live to regret that.

electronic detox

woah! its been a min since I posted...

well I do work 2 almost 3 jobs and go to school, so I dont have time to do alot of things I'd like to...

I've really been goin through it though!! but through it all I've been tryin my hardest to stay positive...tryin bein the operative word lmao

welp I just decided to post now because its the beginning of the 3rd month of this year, I feel like this year is going by too fast! and I'm really overwhelmed with everything going on. so from today March 1st-March 7th I'm going through an electronic detox, which means for me that there will be NO TWITTER, NO FACEBOOK, NO BLOG, NO YOUTUBE, NO TEXTS/CALLS unless absolutely neccessary ETC. and I'll use the internet for informational purposes only.

In this time I will be doing some what I like to call SOUL SOOTHING!!

I'll have a new poem for yall when I get back...
until then

PEACE, LOVE and CUPCAKES!!!